My "Story"

Wow, terakhir kali gw nulis di nie blog 6 bulan lalu?!

Cool......lama amat... -__________-"
kmana aja nie gw slama ini?

Oke, langsung aja ke inti...

Gak nyangka ya udah mau mendekati akhir tahun 2011, srasa kmarin gw baru masuk SD! *ups?
Let's backward little to this year, okay? :D

1. I got FKG UI by "SNMPTN Tertulis"....yeah, faculty of dentistry....
    Believe or not, it's still creating contraception in myself....
    I'm sure some people already knew, which faculty is my purpose.....guess, I failed
    Not that I'm not being gratefull...

2. PSAF and MABIMWA.....these two names are my "ospek"'s name
    Let me give some words to describe what its feel or like :
    - Crazy (with task or seniority)
    - Totally made me exhausted!!!
    - After 2 months, it's starting to get boring
    - I feel like to beat up anyone else
    I guess that words can describe little of "ospek", hehehe
    But in this "ospek", I experienced some things new....and maybe...I don't really regret it

3. I become a staff of program in my first organization and social program
    Yeah, it's kinda shocking since I never paticipated in any organization
    And I become one staff of charge, kinda had big responbility, no? :)

4. This year I partake classical music exam of piano
    It's really.....nerve-breaking. I become midgeting for about 2 hours!!!
    But it came out successfully, and I passed the test too!!
    Funny thing is.....my examiner was really shock when she heard me singing....
    And it's not because it's good....it's really....let's say....off key?
    My singing's score is kinda low too....hehe :P
    But her face is really....worth for a good laugh!! XD

5. My "galau" is about something else beside boys
    Since my faculty is mayority of girls, there're very little number of boys.
    So...let's say it's kinda hopeless if you want to find boyfriend.
    Therefore, I don't really think about them as seldom as when I was in senior high school
    Even though some of them gave me some signals, but I'll think of it just some jokes
    They can't be serious, right?

Gw rasa cuman 5 hal itu yang paling penting dalam 6 bulanan ini...
N' skrg gw lg libur panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang skali!!!!
Sampai tgl 13 Februari oy!! -___-"
Gak skalian stahun aja?

Looking  back at year 2011, makes me feel....there're really so many events that happened in my life
Time is really fast, right?
I just hope year 2012 can be more exciting!
And....the next 'exam'....can be more....successful....

Guess I'll continue this tommorow....
I'm sleepy, oh well...
Zzzzz...........

Yes, today is my 18th birthday!
hiks, it doesn't feel like I'm 18 at all

Oh well, put that aside.
Today is also my first day in ospek.
And, well.....many new experiences!
I'm so happy!!
Hope my ospek will be done smoothly :D

Okay, I can't type much, because I need my energy.
I need rest so much I think I'll pass without second thought X3

Yeah, finally, today all cinemas in my town will play Harry Potter the final movie.
And you know, before this movie almost rejected and not be playing in my country. (yeah, that's suck, I know)

Weird enough, I don't buy the tickets yet.
I don't know....I mean, I'm kinda sad, knowing there'll be no more Harry Potter's movies.
And...I just don't want it to end yet....

I remember the first time I watched the "Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone"....
Honestly, I even didn't read the book at that time....heck, I was 7 years old
when my parents took me to watch the movie, let's say, I even didn't know the name of the movie.
But I quickly fell in love with this movie. And I even started to read the book...
I remember when I struggled to read the entire book :)

I remember how I waited for the Owl's letter when I was 11 years old
I remember that Draco Malfoy was my second love when I watch him in "Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince" (very slow to realize, I know)

Even until my 17th birthday, I still wait the letter from Hogwarts.
Not too long, I'll turn to 18....that means the end of my imagination world.
Why?
Because I'll start college, and I doubt my faculty will give me spare time to spend just to imagine that "magic world".

If not because me and my best friends are busy, three of us will watch the final movie of Harry Potter.
And you know....the friendship between Harry, Ron, and Hermione kind of reminds me of my own friendship. The difference is if in harry potter, there're 2 boys and 1 girl, in my group, there're 2 girls and 1 boy.
And if ron loves harmione and harry loves someone else, in my group, we don't love each other (at least in that term). We love someone else, so there's no quarell between us. Seriously, we never fight!
I want to watch this movie with both of them, but unfortunely one of us already in Bandung and very busy.
So, I don't really have a feeling to watch this movie with someone else.

Enough with my 'stupid' story,
I would like to say "Thank You" for J.K.Rowling.
Very big thank you actually. Without your story, I doubt my life will be colorful like now.
Thanks for your "Magic World", my childhood life was very interesting.
I know you probably not read it in here, but I just want spill all my thought. :D
You'll always be my inspiration.....next after my mother, of course X)
So, thank you for share you story to the world. Love you always :)




"No story lives unless someone wants to listen...


The stories we love best do live in us forever.


So whether you come back by page or by the big screen,


Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home."


- JK Rowling

Okay, this is my second dreams that I wish to keep it for a long time....

In this dream,
I was in chemistry lab in my senior high school.....around me were my friends from 21.
Then something told me to turn my body.
I went to take a chair to sit down....apparently, that chair was in first row in front.
But when I want to take that chair....someone's hand already in that chair...
When I look up...there....."8"....... was staring me down
Of course, I panicked.....but my body just stood still....then something in his eyes told me....
'we don't know each other'

Ouch....sharp, I know.
But weird enough, I felt like I undestood....
I just nooded and turn around
Then I  face my friends, there's 'F' too....I pointed to her that '8' was behind me....
I panicked around....and not only that...I felt his stare behind my head....
I want to turn around again, so I can face him....but unfortunely, the dream finished by then.


When I woke up, I feel this feeling of warm.....yes, it's been awhile since I remember about him....
I kinda miss him.....4 years.....
But when I remembered his words, I can't help to feel sad....
It looks like he doesn't want to know me.....


And yet......I still looking for him.....
I can't just....erase him.....

Ohh, how about a round of applause,
Hey, standin’ ovation,
Ooh, ohh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You look so dumb right now,
Standin’ outside my house,
Tryin’ to apologize, You’re so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out

Don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not,
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin’, But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtains finally closin’,
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin’, But it’s over now
(but it’s over now),
Go on and Take a Bow, ohh..ohh

Grab your clothes and get gone
(get gone),
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
(come on),

Talkin ’bout girl, I love you,
you’re the one,
This just looks like a re-run,
Please, what else is on

Don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin’, But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtains finally closin’,
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin’, But it’s over now (but it’s over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh

And the award for the best lier goes to you
(goes to you),
For makin’ me believe that you could be faithful to me,
Let’s hear your speech out?

(But you put on quite a show you really had me goin’),
But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtains finally closin’,
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin’, But it’s over now (but it’s over now),
Go on and Take A Bow

But it’s over now

Well, finally I'm back!

And, the result from SNMPTN is.......
FKG UI!!!!!
Great, means that my efforts have used

Maybe.....

just a little story,
I'm.....I'm glad I've been accepted...,but

let's say, now I'm trying to accept the fact that I fail.....to get what I want before

Everyday, my parents keep encouraging me
And finally, I can eat at Mang Engking and Shabu Tei
Great presents, or I can say great foods!

but.....still, inside my mind....
I'm still working to adapt to this new information.....

Hmm, I guess I really need that hot dark chocolate drink from Chocalot.
Man, I love that drink now!! <3
Really soothing my mind ^-^
If only the shop is close to my house, I think I'll spend almost all my free time in there ;D

Hey, you know what.....
Watching how 'Luke' have been acting at the start of game....kind of reminds me of such spoil, egoistic, selfish brat/boy/bastard.

He thinks so highly of himself....
Well, just because he has one or two great abilities. In his case, he is just spoil rich brat and the next king.

But after the game is progressing,
he is more realising that he wants to change....that's a good thing, indeed

But what I see is.....
Why human....must do something horrible or something that can't be fix anymore.....to realise their own act?
Even though they change, something that can't be undo.....will be permanent forever, right?
Why must have a regret to realise ones own act?

But it's nothing....compare to people that after comitted such a terrible and selfish acts, still not realise it.
That kind of person.......will regret more of what he/she lost