My "Story"

"A person who are concerned about the rating from other people means that he/she is still a kid"  Pi - .hack//G.U


"If you want to be success, then go forward. Don't be afraid to walk to the front and try not to go to the back. Sure you can do it, right? *smile" Dad

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Start me up 
Start me up 

Tommy used to work on the docks 
Union's been on strike, he's down on his luck. 
It's tough, oh so tough 

We gotta hold on ready or not 
You live for the fight when that's all that you've got 

Start me up 
We're half way there 
Oh livin' on a prayer 

Start me up 
We'll make it i swear 
Oh livin' on a prayer 

If you start me up (uh) 
Kick on the starter give it all you got, you got, you got 
I can't compete with riders in the other heat, yeah yeah 

I'll make a grown man cry, 
I'll make a grown man give it a shot 

Start me up 
We're half way there 
Oh livin' on a prayer 

Start me up 
We'll make it i swear 

Oh, livin' on a prayer 

Livin' on a prayer 

(instrumental break) 

Oh, we gotta hold on, ready or not 
You live for the fight when that's all that you've got 

Start me up 
Oh, we're half way there 
Oh, livin' on a prayer 
Take my hand, we'll make it i swear, 
Oh livin' on a prayer 

Start me up 
If you start me up i'll never stop (i'll never stop) 
Livin' on a prayer 
Take my hand and we'll make it i swear 
Oh, livin on a prayer 

Oh, we're half way there 
Oh , livin' on a prayer 
Take my hand and we'll make it i swear, 
Oh livin' on a prayer (we're almost there) 

Livin' on a prayer 
You gotta start me up

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H : Hey, what do you wish for recently?

N : Hmm? Maybe....I wish to finish UAN hurrily, so I can focus on SNMPTN. And, so I don't need to go to school again. I'm thinking about staying at BTA actually, hehe

H : ...and?

N : I kind of wish....I can go back to myself like 3 years ago

H : 3 years ago? Do you wish to go back at that time?

N : Hnn, not really. But, I like to feel like 'that' again

H : Still thinking of that 'person'? There's possibility 'he' will go to ITB right?

N : And there's possibility he'll go to UI. There'll be time I can meet 'him' again, right?

H : What's good of him? All I can see is he kinds of.....cocky

N : Yeah, he is so cocky, proud, and arrogant. Man, that sure brings back memories, hehe

H : So, why still?

N : Because...even though both of us not really in good term, event tough I can't beat him, he still respects me for who I am and admits for who I can be. And for that....I thank him. Beside, my loss 3 years ago is still there to be finished.

H : Geez.......still stubborn, aren't you?

N : Hehe, can't help it XP



P.S :
percakapan random dgn 'seseorang'. gak ada angin, gak ada hujan...adanya cuman panas, tuh org tiba2 nanya ginian. Tp makasih deh, bikin keinget...jdnya bikin tambah smangat deh! XD

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I want to go to my birthplace....


Every time I see its condition in TV.....I become sad....


Even tough Fukuoka is okay, but I feel kind of sad....


The place that I visited when I was a kid, the place where my parents met, the place that I vowed that I'll come back later.....the place that full of my childhood memories. Even I don't really remember it all, but I can feel it.....


But I believe....when the time I can go there come.....Japan already back to its good condition


I believe that....... :')








Note :
I don't know why, but suddenly I just feel like I want to type these...so, here it is X)

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Yey, sukses jg hr ini!!!
Walau pake acara tlat 1 jam, tetap asyik!!

Liat2 gramed n' toko baju ('F''s request), ngeliat Teddy House, melototin mainan LEGO (in my case, actually), crita2 slama UAS kmarin, mkan takoyaki berdua, minum root beer, and finally es krim mint chocolate chip!!! I'm back again, Baskin!!! XD

Haaah.....abis mkan es krim, prasaan ama pikiran langsung lega + seneng!
Plong bgt rasanya! X)

Yosh, kalo gt skrg mesti smangat lg buat ujian brikutnya : UAN!!
Apalg reward slanjutnya SHABU-TEI..........lapeer *ngiler

Yosh, ganbatte ne, Hoshi-chan!!! XD

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Salah satu artbook yg gw incer akhir2 ini :

ALPHONSE's Alice Adventures in Wonderland : Link

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It's one of these night that I feel so uneasy like this.....

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Oh iya,
gw ganti lg design nie blog, biar lbih seru kali y
Hehe XP

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Yey, UAS slese jg akhirnya!! walau gw agak ksel kok 21 gak libur? 8 aja libur, woy... -___-

Dan jujur hr ini adalah yg terparah.... =___="

Gw ngerjain fisika ama bhs.mandarin udah pasrah aja ama nasib....
tp mandarin lumayanlah...essay-nya yg angka gw bisa...yg terjemahan,... I'm stuck, hehe

Sbenarnya byk bgt yg pingin gw ketik dsini, tp.......





Lupa!, hehe


Yg pasti gw ksel brat ama ujian penjas (teori), komputer, dan fisika.
Gak ngira2 yg ngasih soal TT___TT

Well, forget it!
Udah lwat ini, skrg mesti mikirin yg ke depan.
Terutama hr minggu ini! Yay, akhirnya.....stelah nunggu lama, hehe
Gading bkal gw kelilingin nie X)


I can't wait!!!

But for now....
waktunya tidur.......gila...hampir sminggu kali y jam tidur gw dbawah 5 jam >__<"
pusing brat, hiks =.=

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back to "dranchenreiter.blogspot.com"

'cause I just remember someone that will bugs me to no end if I change my URL....

When she wanted to follow my blog, she asked me how for...what? hundrenth time?

So, maybe it's better I don't change my URL....but just the template

and yet, my URL's name is wrong..... =___="

whatever....

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Oke, gw tau ini masih di tengah2 UAS....
tp namanya jg bosen, hehehe XP

akhirnya ada jg perubahan jg di blog

masih agak sepi sie..... =__="

tp ntar di edit lg,

so......later!

hehehe

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Wow, tinggal 3 hari lg saat nya gw ngejalanin UAS.....cpet emang -__-"
Rasa deg-deg an nya sama ama pas ujian praktek kmarin >__<"

Dan smua kata2 nyokap kmarin gak membuat keadaan gw smakin baik.....geez, gak heran gw pingin muntah...nambah2in stress sie -,-

Pokoknya slama 10 hari ke depan, gw mesti berusaha sekuat mungkin!
Toh abis UAS, gw janjian mkan es krim ama 'F', yey! Dan nyokap udah ngijinin! hehe
Baskin Robbins, Haagen Dazs, ato apa y......hehehe (klamaan ngidam jd gini nie :P)

Yosh, smangat!
Buat dpt nilai bagus, buat mengembalikan 'pride' gw, dan buat ES KRIM!!!! XD

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Mom :
" Do everything with your own way. Wear something that you like, not beacuse of other people say. Study with your own determination. Pray with your heart. In the end, you can smile and be grateful for everything. "


F :
" It's not like you, to be weak like right now. You're more stronger that you think, you know. I'm sure in the end, you'll get the happiness that you always wanted. You can through this. trust me. "

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Aku ingin membuat, menuju,  dan menjalani 'jalan cerita' yang ku inginkan

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Yey, PRA UAS selese!!!!
Walau pun ini brarti UAS yg sesungguhnya udah tinggal hitung 1 tangan....tapi, gw optimis pasti bisa!!

Udah gt, hr ini bner2 kenyang! Slain mkan spaghetti di skolah, mkan KFC (sisa sie -,-) di rmh, eeh.......Okasan plg bwain 2 kotak takoyaki (10 balls)! Fuh, I'm full! X)

Udah gitu "I Fiend" jg tumben bgt bikin gambar kingdom hearts byk2, udah gt gak cpet2 diapus kyk biasanya lg! Sempet deh ngambilin, hehehe

What a lucky day! :D

Sbentar lg UAS, trus tanpa sadar UAN bkal udah dpan mata......barulah penentuan gw, SNMPTN.
Yosh, ganbatte!!

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I've got to move on and be who I am


We might find our place in this world someday


But at least for now


I gotta go my own way

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I just don't want to waste another day
I'm trying to make things right
But you shove it in my face
And all those things you've done to me I can't erase
And I can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye

On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappear without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found a way to let me down

[Chorus]
It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be the same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're going to drown
(Think you're going to drown)
You just grab your arms around me and pull me down

[Chorus]
It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be the same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

Now I'm gone
It's too late
You can't fix
Your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream
So you cry
I can see
Through your lies
You're just trying to change me
(Trying to change me)

Somewhere in the distance
There's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me
But I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders
And I'm sick of feeling down
So I guess it's time for me to say goodbye 

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Thanks 'troublesome boy'.....you really made my day goes around

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