My "Story"

Okay, this is my second dreams that I wish to keep it for a long time....

In this dream,
I was in chemistry lab in my senior high school.....around me were my friends from 21.
Then something told me to turn my body.
I went to take a chair to sit down....apparently, that chair was in first row in front.
But when I want to take that chair....someone's hand already in that chair...
When I look up...there....."8"....... was staring me down
Of course, I panicked.....but my body just stood still....then something in his eyes told me....
'we don't know each other'

Ouch....sharp, I know.
But weird enough, I felt like I undestood....
I just nooded and turn around
Then I  face my friends, there's 'F' too....I pointed to her that '8' was behind me....
I panicked around....and not only that...I felt his stare behind my head....
I want to turn around again, so I can face him....but unfortunely, the dream finished by then.


When I woke up, I feel this feeling of warm.....yes, it's been awhile since I remember about him....
I kinda miss him.....4 years.....
But when I remembered his words, I can't help to feel sad....
It looks like he doesn't want to know me.....


And yet......I still looking for him.....
I can't just....erase him.....

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