haaah....
great...di saat gini, bdan gw nunjukkin gejala 'turun'....ditambah gw dpt sakit apa lg nie?
gw mohon......gw cman butuh kekuatan maksimal smp april kok. Abis itu sbulan gw khabisan tnaga jg....gw rela.
gw udah gak ada beban pikiran hal2 gak penting lg......skrg gw cuman butuh fisik ama ksadaran gw buat ngelalui masa2 skrg. Itu aja....
All that I've been doing is praying....
Prying that Allah.swt gives me the answer that I seek
Shows me the path that I must walk on...
And even if I have to pass some occasion that hurts me.....so be it
Even if I have to lose some of my 'treasure'.....so be it
Because Allah.swt already showed me so many things that I don't estimate
And I can pass trough all of them because Allah's help
So....I will not think about anything else again...
My mind already in one destination.
And I don't mind to throw anything that I have....because Allah.swt the one that gave me all of that from the start
salah satu klemahan gw yg terbukti paling bermasalah adalah :
Gw gak peka ama yang namanya urusan prasaan.
Awalnya, gw gak terlalu mikirin hal ini....tp slama masa SMA, terbukti hal itu salah.
Krn kecuekan gw, gw sring gak nyadar bagaimana prasaan org lain.
Insting gw nyala hanya pada hal tertentu....tp bkn dlm urusan perasaan ataupun percintaan.
Hal2 seperti itu...mnurut gw srasa udah ditutup ama 'troublesome boy' 3 tahun lalu.....
dan slama masa 3 tahun lalu, gw hanya berlatih insting yg satunya.
Byak yg bilang ke gw..."kalo lo peka, lo pasti tau...."
tp pd nyatanya gw gak tau apa2.... gw gak pernah nyadar...
dan slalu aja berakhir kpada masalah....
Happy Birthday 18th, 'Troublesome Boy'!!!!!
Otanjobi Omedeto~!!!! Wish you all the best!! XD
I know I usually sent you short message...but this year is different....
I realize when I met you 2 weeks ago...both of us change...but still same in some way...
I want to believe in our memories, that you recognized me...
and I'm glad with your acts....it's really different from 3 years ago that made me so happy
So, let's us give our first word when both of us already get what we've been dreaming of.
I'm still waiting....not because of that 'reason'.....but because of what you gave me 3 years ago.
I'll keep my promise, because you're one of people that change me in my life.
Thanks :)
Haaah....
gak bisa berhenti memikirkan 3 minggu ke dpan nie....-,-
super duper bkal sibuk >___<"
kyknya mja blajar bkal jd partner tetap gw nie, ckck
bye2 PSP and my comics....TT___TT
btw,
gila lumayan capek ya gw akhir2 ini.
sbenarnya gw capek mikirin pmdk.... -___-"
tapi kmarin sama hr ini gw sneng bgt!!
Special thanks to Sarah n' Adit for Saturday! (walau pd akhirnya kt pd sakit flu -__-")
Thanks to Adit (bro), I won't lose next time! XD
And to mom, thanks so much for all of this time :)
akhir2 ini gw kangen ama 'tmpt lahir' gw....td di gading ngeliat ada tour buat ksana, tp gila mahal -_____-"
ternyata emang hrs pake cara 'itu', yah AMIN deh, moga terwujud, hehe
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
But I know, I know,
All of that just a lie
It's nothing but a lie
So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
It's useless
So don't waste your breath
Because it's too late
Kinf of remind you to someone, huh?
