My "Story"

Haaah....
gak bisa berhenti memikirkan 3 minggu ke dpan nie....-,-
super duper bkal sibuk >___<"
kyknya mja blajar bkal jd partner tetap gw nie, ckck
bye2 PSP and my comics....TT___TT

btw,
gila lumayan capek ya gw akhir2 ini.
sbenarnya gw capek mikirin pmdk.... -___-"
tapi kmarin sama hr ini gw sneng bgt!!
Special thanks to Sarah n' Adit for Saturday! (walau pd akhirnya kt pd sakit flu -__-")
Thanks to Adit (bro), I won't lose next time! XD
And to mom, thanks so much for all of this time :)

akhir2 ini gw kangen ama 'tmpt lahir' gw....td di gading ngeliat ada tour buat ksana, tp gila mahal -_____-"
ternyata emang hrs pake cara 'itu', yah AMIN deh, moga terwujud, hehe

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I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool


You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean


But I know, I know,
All of that just a lie
It's nothing but a lie


So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
It's useless
So don't waste your breath
Because it's too late










Kinf of remind you to someone, huh?

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sebel...sebel....sebel...SEBEEEL!!!!!!!!!!!

akhir2 ini masa gw gak dpt waktu bebas?!
udah PSP gw drebut ama adek gw......gak sempet nonton Step Up 3 lg! >__<"
Huwaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! BETEEE!!!!!!!!!

pdhal sminggu lalu br bli game br.....hiks....
pdhal gw udah nunggu film Step Up 3 slama sebulan....hiks....

gmana mau smangat blajar, kalo hal2 yg bikin gw rileks gak sempet dlakuin smua.....?
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT____________________TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

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It's not about I'm already 17
It's not about I'm still having childish mind


But it's about what I feel...
That's what you failed to see


I'm sorry to act this way
I want to believe you...in fact, that what I was doing for this past months
Until....I heard something that shattered me enough
And the days we spent after that was not really helping either


....I'll never forget about that 'promise'
so, let us go to our seperate way for now
I need to think by my own.....


and I hope...at the time we all fulfill our purpose,
when our 'promise' finally come true, everything will be settle

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sial...sial...sial....sial.....SIAL!!!!!!!!!!!
knapa gw ngomong gini?
krn gw tuh bner2 bego bgt!!!!!!

Knapa td siang gw gak ikut nyokap nganterin adek gw BTA?
kan gw bs ngeliat si "troublesome boy"!!!!
Aduuuh, gw pake ngambek sgala sie td!!!

pdhal....udah 3 bulan gak ktemu lg....since the last meet
hiks
pdhal lumayan tuh bkal bikin gw lbih smangat n' ngelupain 'masalah' gw akhir2 ini...
please sabtu dpan ktemu dong....ONEGAI!! hiks

(bukannya nyeselin nilai raport...malah nyeselin hal ini, ckck -___-"
tp ya udahlah, toh nilai gw gt gara2 'masalah' itu....n' gw jg udah nyelesein pelan2, huft)

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remembering all my BEST memories since first I went to SMA 21 and BTA until now
even there're some that annyoing, sad, and such negative feelings...but I can just le it go
and I hope that in future...I can remembering like this again...of course with more wonderful memories

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